DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE THIS THING WORK THE PALETTE THINGY ... DONT KNOW WHY ITS NOT CHANGING ANYTHING ........... IVE TRIED IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN IVE DONE EVERYTHING THE INSTRUCTIONS TELL ME TO DO AND I CANT GET IT CAN ANYONE HELP ME ????

Well today i feel really good !!! ive been sleeping in my bed the past two nights ... ( one of my fears is someone breakin in while im in the back of the house ) but ive made myself do it and im definitely sleeping better!!!! i cant get in to the dentist till monday so i get to look funky for about six weeks . Thats annoying but I think God got tired of me complaining about it and its gonna start my appointments faster than i thought it would. now im just struggling with what im gonna eat... i guess ill have to start pocketing it in the back of mouth haha like a squirrel thats what i get for making fun of my daughter for having fat cheeks .im not really concerned with it except the fact that when i go to watch wrestlemania... i cant eat wings !!! ( wipes tear from eye )
This increase in meds has made a miraculous difference in my moods i feel really good today and i did yesterday too ... well except yesterday morning .... i was pretty ticked ... but im soo excited to be going to the dentist and everything to get that work done . but anyways i have lots of housework to do and the squirrel must find something to eat lol !!! ill write more later <3 Kellie

Okay so just last night i was complaining to one of my friends about this porcelian tooth that i had put in some odd yrs ago ... ( when i was 18 you do the math ) and today im sitting here and i got an airhead candythingy from my sons v-day party bit into it and then went to take another bite and realized my tooth was gone lmao !!!! soo now i have to go to a dentist and see if they will even put something there to replace it . that one was paid with cash ... so i dont know ... im just like wow of all things ... now all i have to do is try to get this stain off my other tooth and ill be happy .. the dentist who put the cap in should redo all my work for free he did such a horrible job in the first place .. but oh well what do i know im just a patient ... so now im missing my front tooth lol .... soo funny im in amazement ... i really am ... i wanna get false teeth sooo bad !!! i dont even want veneers i just want false choppers wow ... well im off to try and find a dentist who takes care source ...

Well i was up @ six thirty to get ready to go for a long day of therapy ... and then at eight mom called and said the schools out here were closed .... in translation .... we dont wanna go out today .. so here i sit again third week in a row ... should be getting my services canceled.... but my case manager is gonna make sure that doesnt happen . I am so bitter right now. my mental health is suffering ... im isolated ... im angry .. and feel as if no one really cares . I'm gonna try and see if i can get daycare for my kids for groups . .. that way i dont have to depend on ANYONE to keep my kids except who ever i have to pay to do it . It's nonsense it really is .. They are the ones who wanted me to move out here in no mans land .. wanted me to apply for my SSI and get help for my mood disorder and now they dont want to help me get better or stay better . Granted they do alot for me ... but this is important to my health . i dont know ... i just wanna climb back in bed but my kids are up because i woke them up to go to moms and everything .. and then we didnt go ... GRRRRRRR well i guess im off to do something i dont know what ..... clean something i guess ... thats all i ever do that is what my life consists of . cleaning and sitting ... what a life .